Here it is
Just sitting here to write this blog with so much in my heart and mind and tears in my eyes. I feel that I have so much to say and so much to express and so much I have learnt that I don’t even know where to start or even how to express it (writing my words down isn’t my strong point) These past couple of months have been rough. I have been so tired and exhausted and have been struggling with health issues, lot’s of doctors appointments with no answers, which leads me to believe that it might just be exhaustion. I haven’t been feeling a lot of joy (which is weird for me because I find joy is one of my best characteristics) and I have just been going through the motions, especially with camp. I have felt that people have lost interest in camp, I have questioned if this is really God’s plan and desire for my life. I have complained to God a lot about having to do this camp thing alone and have been begging and pleasing for a husband (sorry to get honest ...